sorry..=(

i had a bad day..
early in the morning,
i cut my index finger accidentally..
while working on a birthday present of a good friend of mine..
the wound on the finger isn't really big thing..

the worse thing was i actually made a joke with my friend,
telling her that i sold the present that i'm working on it,
then i showed her the working in-progress photos,
letting her know that i was just kidding..

in fact i was just trying to play with her..
i didn't know that i actually made her unhappy..
i swear..
i swear that i didn't expect her response to be like this..
i swear that i didn't want things turned out to be like this..
my intention was just joking with her..

and she scolded me for being childish to do such thing..
and being so 无聊...
yea..i know i'm over this time..
i admit that..guys can be childish sometimes
but i'm not defending myself,
sincerely i know i did it wrong and i wanted to apologize for what i did..

and i just wanna say..
sorry shiuan..
for making your mood bad today..=(
i know your mood was kinda good today..
but i ruined everything..
i know what i say right now will not be helping..
i'll just do my best to finish the present that i promised you.

sometimes..i just hate myself..
i'm so sorry..
really sorry for what i did today...