Addicted..

Back to my space after a couple of days, nothing special happened to me in these few days but some worries of a friend of mine. My days filled up with weariness as I did not sleep tight in these days. Everyday I slept at 3am, sometimes 4am. I was lack of sleep, and woke up early in 9am. As a result, I gained my panda eyes and a tired soul. It was a worthy job..to me. As my friend was okay now, just like before.

The day has to keep going even if I'm tired. I don't have any choices but to continue my daily routine. That's the way life goes, we have no choice as we are still young, still under control of our daily routine like studies and career. Even I'm tired, I have no choice but to keep going, keep walking..Trudge up the stages, reaching for higher.

I went to a dinner last night,
together with my dad and brother..
a dinner..
organized by a wine & spirits company,
who has been dealing with my dad..
ages ago..

I had a cup of brandy, the cognac from the greatest France..
Added with water and rocks..
taste good..
but led to an addiction..
of alcohol.

It's Camus..
I love alcoholic beverage..
like brandy, whisky and whiskey..
as well as vodka, gin and rum..
but I'm not a drunkard.

sparking wines are sweet too..and,
I used to love red and white wine..
but no more for now..
as they aren't able to fill up my desire.
anymore.

Alcohol is a great thing,
you know..
but not too much of it,
as it will ruin your health.

I do not drink much,
as I don't want to be drunk.
I'm not a drunkard.

KahHoe Ng a.k.a chaxiu
10.43am
31st of October