Friday, May 22, 2009

moody..

Not havin' a mood these days..
As..
Life was not goin' as good as I thought..

I don't really know what should I do now..
I'm just throwing myself down to the hill..
To the hill of hopeless..
I can't do anything to help myself..
I'm just crawling over the streets..
I walk without spirit..
I'm dead..

Too many things happened on me..
I guess..I'm encoutering the hardest moment in my life now..
I can't sleep well..
dream of death..
the death of mine..
No..No way..
I can't die like in this way..
I've got my mission in my life....
I wanna help out the poors..
I wanna help to fight againts poverty, illness, sadness in every corner of the world..
Yes..I've my mission objectives..

The fallen angel..
An angel..
who falls down from heaven to the hell..
before he gets back to the heaven..
he has to face and endure the worst in the world..

Has anyone of you..thought of death before..
If you have only 1 day to live before the end of the day comes..
what would you do?

3 comments:

^jacy_惠^ said...

hey..louyao..what happen oooh? is it the thing you told me in facebook? anything you can just tell me ya..^^

well..if i got 1 more day to live..i will spend the morning to write letters for my family and all my precious friend..also my boyfriend..then the remaining time and life..i will accompany him..spending the time with him..but not going to tell him 1st that i am going to leave him..till the end of my life..only i will say things out..

so..how about you?

Anonymous said...

yoyo..
you are very hardworking..
wrote 3 posts for me to read..
haha~~
actually when i was having exam this 2 weeks,I'm too stressed until i think that why do we need to work so hard to get a good grade,then work so hard to get a good job,but at last we will die and leave the world without anything?
However, I soon discovered this is the value of the life..
Life is short(for some person),and we need to make full use of it..
Therefore,we have to work as hard as we can to enjoy the life..
haha..
by the way,i was spending all my time thinking all these nonsense until I don't have time to study my law..
haha~~

Ng said...

jacy:
yup..it's one of the reason..but i guess i can manage it well now. maybe we still need some time..and i'm pretty sure that she feels the same too.

if i have one more day to live before the day's end..i would spend my time with my family, me lover and my dearest friends..if the end of the day comes..my death will not be so lonely..i'm nt alone..

melongurl:
haha..the feelings come over me suddenly so i wrote 3articles within 24hours..thanks for browsing my blog that often..

all the best to your exam, it's the most important thing you gotta do it with all of your efforts..and after that, you'll have your good time enjoying with your friends!

i believe that everyone of us have the reason why we appear on this planet..and that day, i was dreamt of the end of the world, the end of my life..it's kinda strange to have such a dream, but when i woke up, i started to think: what is the purpose to live in such a place..

yes of course, i believe that i'm enduring different life than others, i mean, my life experience makes me grown up..but still, so many people out there are havin' way worst life than you and i..the conclusion is..i wish to help them out..if it is possible..i wish to gather some of my best friends to be the volunteer and help the poor ones someday..

maybe 20 or 30 years later, when we are all succeeded in our goals, we might have to do that..